(She had a  dream the other night that she lived in a city in a little apartment 2 or 3 flights up and had a nice life all to herself)

(Last week she looked at the program guide, just to see what was on network TV during prime time because she is out of touch these day; she did not watch though)

(She had a dream the other night that Oprah was talking to her about how frustrating it is, life with a Stedman)

(She is not difficult, she could be happy enough)

(She has a dream that one day her life could become more interesting than her dreams once again)

(Above all, these days, to keep the peace is her aim, it seems)

Self-portrait.